Cross My Heart with Hannah Beck
- Episodes
- 20
- Released
- weekly
- Latest episode
- Sep 7, 2026
About the podcast
Chicago Comedian Hannah Beck interviews her pals in this weekly queer comedy podcast
Episodes 20
Sam Rocha is confused | Cross My Heart #20
Meet my friend Sam Rocha! Chicago comic, queer icon, and funny lady about town. We talk about her character sketches, shoes, Sam’s birthday, shingles, the Carrie musical, Riverdale, and Dolly Parton. We also …
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Meet my friend Sam Rocha! Chicago comic, queer icon, and funny lady about town. We talk about her character sketches, shoes, Sam’s birthday, shingles, the Carrie musical, Riverdale, and Dolly Parton. We also try out a new segment (Dear Daddy Pod), where we answer an audience question about putting yourself out there rOManTiCaLLy
Follow Sam!
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/samhandleyrocha/
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/samhandleyrocha/
Submit a “Dear Daddy Pod” segment: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfgL9J-nXPxjCMPqpOMnM0NOslzeXblZTtn0k6LHVMNcxPvgg/viewform?usp=dialog
Join my mailing list to get updates on when i tour a city near you: https://hannahbeckcomedy.com/
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Solo Stoned (I get high and answer questions) | Cross My Heart #19
hi divas! I still have shingles so please enjoy this episode i recorded in July but never posted <3 In this episode I get high, talk about the shows i'm watching answer audience questions, and generally …
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hi divas! I still have shingles so please enjoy this episode i recorded in July but never posted <3 In this episode I get high, talk about the shows i'm watching answer audience questions, and generally ramble. Thanks for your patience with me and I should be back next week with regularly scheduled programming!
Join my mailing list to get updates when I tour your city: https://hannahbeckcomedy.com/
Submit to the “Dear Daddy Pod” segment: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA...
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
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“How do you get a woman to ask YOU out?” | Solo Episode | Cross My Heart #18
This is a solo episode and I have shingles. In this episode we talk about the art of being a femme, why lesbians don’t have exes, and how to get someone to ask you out. I also read your confessions from my live …
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This is a solo episode and I have shingles. In this episode we talk about the art of being a femme, why lesbians don’t have exes, and how to get someone to ask you out. I also read your confessions from my live show, including queer awakenings, homoerotic childhood friendships, growing up religious, and the time I cried when gay marriage was legalized. We also touch on Insatiable, Gilmore Girls, The Odyssey, why I want to move to New York, and why getting a cat might change your life.
Join my mailing list to get updates when I tour your city: https://hannahbeckcomedy.com/
Submit to the “Dear Daddy Pod” segment: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfgL9J-nXPxjCMPqpOMnM0NOslzeXblZTtn0k6LHVMNcxPvgg/viewform?usp=sharing&ouid=109281772288485467723
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"Breaking Celibacy" with Chelsea Hood | Cross My Heart Episode 17
Meet Chelsea Hood: former church kid, current stand-up comedian and gay person. Chelsea is a great pal, and also an early mentor for me in standup comedy. We talk about growing up in the church, why …
Show notes
Meet Chelsea Hood: former church kid, current stand-up comedian and gay person. Chelsea is a great pal, and also an early mentor for me in standup comedy. We talk about growing up in the church, why billionaires hate the gays, and being a weird kid. The audio is a bit wonky in this episode but i thought the convo was really fun! Thanks for understanding and the mic should be fixed for the next ep <3
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, queer podcast, lesbian podcast, LGBTQ podcast
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“Always Running, Never Home” with Derry Queen | Cross My Heart #16
This is my friend Derry- Chicago drag queen, comedian, former teacher, and Maryland horse farm kid. In this episode we talk about the monetary consequences of being gay during Pride Month, growing up queer …
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This is my friend Derry- Chicago drag queen, comedian, former teacher, and Maryland horse farm kid. In this episode we talk about the monetary consequences of being gay during Pride Month, growing up queer without realizing it, and why Starbucks used to feel like a gay safe haven. We also touch on bad jobs, grocery store guacamole, Full House, The Odyssey being bad, non-monogamy, dating as a gay man, and whether anyone actually wants a relationship anymore. Plus, we debut a brand new segment: Dear Daddy Pod, where we give advice to a gay guy struggling to find someone who wants more than a hookup.
CHICAGO SHOW 8/14/2026: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/19946263...
Submit a “Dear Daddy Pod” segment: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FA...
Join my mailing list to get updates on when i tour a city near you: https://hannahbeckcomedy.com/
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“gay men vs. lesbians” with Katie Kincaid | Cross My Heart # 15
This is my friend Katie- Chicago lesbian, former youth group kid, and lover of the twilight saga. In this episode we talk about the differences between gay male and lesbian sexual culture, the "lesbian ticketed …
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This is my friend Katie- Chicago lesbian, former youth group kid, and lover of the twilight saga. In this episode we talk about the differences between gay male and lesbian sexual culture, the "lesbian ticketed event" phenomenon, and why you need to be a good texter to date me. We also touch on God, ghosts, Pascal's Wager, finding spiritual experiences in books instead of the Bible, and Twilight as the horniest thing ever written.
CHICAGO SHOW 8/14/2026: https://www.eventbrite.com/e/1994626321020?aff=oddtdtcreator
Submit a “Dear Daddy Pod” segment: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfgL9J-nXPxjCMPqpOMnM0NOslzeXblZTtn0k6LHVMNcxPvgg/viewform?usp=dialog
Join my mailing list to get updates on when i tour a city near you: https://hannahbeckcomedy.com/
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"I Thought Kissing in Bars Was Illegal" with Micah Eames | Cross My Heart # 14
This week I'm joined by comedian Micah Eames (@micaheames)! We talk about growing up religious, accidentally doing drag at Bible camp, queer comedy, OCD, and whether it's actually illegal to kiss in a …
Show notes
This week I'm joined by comedian Micah Eames (@micaheames)! We talk about growing up religious, accidentally doing drag at Bible camp, queer comedy, OCD, and whether it's actually illegal to kiss in a bar (it's not).
0:00 — Teaser
0:32 — Meet Micah:
2:08 — Catholic School & Bible Camp
6:25 — Queer Comedy in Chicago
18:28 — Making Out in Bars (OCD Google Spiral)
22:46 — Mental Health Big Three
27:55 — Segment: Forgive Me But...
33:28 — Segment: Confessional
44:46 — Favorite Queer Stereotypes
49:36 — Outro
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube Top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“Excommunication Can Be Fun” with Rachel Dispenza | Cross My Heart # 13
This week I'm joined by comedian Rachel Dispenza (@racheldispenser)! We went deep on therapy, religion, and whether gay people ever actually break up with their exes (they don't)New episodes every …
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This week I'm joined by comedian Rachel Dispenza (@racheldispenser)! We went deep on therapy, religion, and whether gay people ever actually break up with their exes (they don't)
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
0:00 Intro
0:31 The Sheep Detective Review
5:37 The Door Holder Story
14:13 Confessional: Are You Gay?
15:00 Identity Labels
20:00 Do You Want Kids?
26:22 Do You Believe in God?
27:44 What Did Death Look Like?
33:18 Excommunication
34:48 Signs You Were Gay
39:27 First Queer Relationships & Never Blocking Exes
43:38 Going to Our Exes' Weddings
44:47 Cross My Heart: Childhood Embarrassment
47:08 Hula Hoop Injustice
50:00 Forgive Me But: Devil Wears Prada 2
55:00 Forgive Me But: Call Me on the Phone
58:27 Analog Summer & Deleting Spotify
1:02:21 Starting a Show + Where to Find RachelCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah Beck dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Solo Stoned Episode: The Lesbian Mafia, 2.5mg Edibles, & the Gilded Age | Cross My Heart #12
It's another Solo Stoned episode! I answered your questions, reviewed everything I watched and read, went deep on the Gilded Age, and accidentally got too high to finish the episode. We talked about …
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It's another Solo Stoned episode! I answered your questions, reviewed everything I watched and read, went deep on the Gilded Age, and accidentally got too high to finish the episode.
We talked about: turning down Ozempic ads, the lesbian mafia (my ex-girlfriends network of favors), The Sheep Detectives, Big Mistakes, Famesick by Lena Dunham, Piranesi, why Great Gatsby still hits in 2026, old money vs. new money, Mother's Day when you don't have a mom, dressing like your younger self, my '90s mom summer era, and the time I went to prom.
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Chapters:
0:00 – Cold open: the prom story
0:51 – Intro & the edible situation
2:20 – Turning down Ozempic ads
2:21 – Fidget toys & Jeannie B ASMR
4:03 – Roses & Thorns: NYC trip & getting sick
5:26 – Starting a cult for: The Sheep Detectives
7:00 – Forgive me but: engage with old media
7:26 – Great Gatsby & the guy who peaked at 21
9:29 – Gilded Age hyperfixation: old money vs. new money
11:15 – Passage of time high thought
13:03 – Forgive me but: take alone time on trips
14:45 – Q&A: favorite lesbian stereotype
15:35 – Advice: newly gay in Utah
17:45 – The lesbian mafia
19:26 – Media review: Sheep Detectives, Big Mistakes, Kimmy Schmidt, Fame Sick, Piranesi
27:00 – Mother's Day without a mom
28:42 – Dressing like your younger self
30:06 – The prom story (full version)
31:26 – Starting a cult for: '90s mom summer
32:11 – Writing a pilot & journaling
33:15 – Stand-up shows & Mortified Chicago#HannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #SoloStoned #LesbianMafia #GildedAge #GreatGatsby #90sMomSummer #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #QueerTikTok #Podcast
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, solo stoned episode, lesbian mafia, Great Gatsby, Gilded Age, Lena Dunham Famesick, Piranesi, Sheep Detectives, '90s mom summer, religious trauma, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, stand-up comedy, coming out stories, mental health, chosen family, comfort creator
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“Lesbians Are Doing Something Worse Than Sex” with Lauren Warwick | Cross My Heart Episode 11
Lauren is here for episode 11! (@notfunnylauren)This week we talked about leaving religion on TikTok before it was a thing, the shifting TikTok era, dream jokes, consciousness, signing an NDA, restorative …
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Lauren is here for episode 11! (@notfunnylauren)
This week we talked about leaving religion on TikTok before it was a thing, the shifting TikTok era, dream jokes, consciousness, signing an NDA, restorative justice, women being the original perverts, and the Big Bang Theory Cinematic Universe.
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest. Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Chapters:
0:00 – Victoria's Secret & gay signs
0:33 – Confessional: are you gay?
1:36 – Religious deconstruction
5:25 – Shifting TikTok, dream jokes, consciousness
9:36 – Hannah’s NDA
16:06 – Fletcher, JoJo Siwa, lesbian icons
20:31 – sneaking out & sex collages
26:23 – Women are the original good perverts
30:57 – What are you starting a cult for?
40:01 – Forgive me but: Partiful & the Big Bang Theory universe
45:26 – TV recommendations, writing a pilot
HannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #ComingOut #MidwestLGBTQ #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #ChristianDeconstruction #QueerTikTok #Podcast
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, religious deconstruction, legal system, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast, comfort creator, coming out stories, mental health, chosen family
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“Homoerotic Friendships” with Chloe | Cross My Heart Episode 10
Chloe is here for episode 10! This week we talked about homoerotic friendships, turning 25, “Cry Thursdays” at church camp, chosen family over blood family, ASMR, and all-time favorite albums. .Cross My Heart …
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Chloe is here for episode 10! This week we talked about homoerotic friendships, turning 25, “Cry Thursdays” at church camp, chosen family over blood family, ASMR, and all-time favorite albums. .
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Chapter:
0:00 – Hannah’s birthday party
11:21 – Confessional: are you gay?
17:42 – God is a woman (and we worship her)
25:19 – Embarrassing middle school stories (the refrigerator box)
31:00 – Homoerotic friendships
35:21 – Starting a cult for: Midwestern ways of showing love & full albums
45:00 – Forgive me but: put your dog on a leash & write letters
48:06 – Roses & Thorns
HannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #ComingOut #MidwestLGBTQ #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #ChristianDeconstruction #ChosenFamily #MentalHealth #ComfortCreator #StandUpComedy #QueerTikTok #Podcast
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Youtube Raised Me Gay with Kaitlin | Cross My Heart Episode 9
My friend Kaitlin is here! This week we talked about lesbian fanfics, the youtubers that raised us (and the ones that were cancelled), Alexander Hamilton, miniskirts, and a DM from a lady named Paula that I …
Show notes
My friend Kaitlin is here! This week we talked about lesbian fanfics, the youtubers that raised us (and the ones that were cancelled), Alexander Hamilton, miniskirts, and a DM from a lady named Paula that I feel weird about!
Follow Kaitlin @k.aitlin.joi on IG
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
#HannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #ComingOut #MidwestLGBTQ #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #ChristianDeconstruction #ChosenFamily #MentalHealth #ComfortCreator #StandUpComedy #QueerTikTok #PodcastKeywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
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Q&A: Church Trauma, Lesbian Dating, and Why I Called God Daddy | Cross My Heart Episode 8 (solo episode)
here’s another edible-induced Q&A episode! I'm answering your questions about growing up queer, leaving the church, and why I called God "Daddy." I discuss some heavier topics today so take extra care …
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here’s another edible-induced Q&A episode! I'm answering your questions about growing up queer, leaving the church, and why I called God "Daddy." I discuss some heavier topics today so take extra care while listening <3
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"Lesbians Will Survive the End Times" with Olyvia Dibsie | Cross My Heart Episode 7
My straightest friend is here and I have so many questions. Olyvia is a Chicago stand-up comedian, fantastic friend, and the only person I know who is not even a little bit gay. We talk about my recent social …
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My straightest friend is here and I have so many questions. Olyvia is a Chicago stand-up comedian, fantastic friend, and the only person I know who is not even a little bit gay. We talk about my recent social faux pas with a celebrity, why evil boyfriends don't deserve to go to Europe, medication shame, writing a TV show, and why lesbians will survive the end times.
Follow Olyvia @olyviadibsie on Instagram and @im.lyving on TikTok!
Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram.
New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch, hannah beck gay best friend, straight ally, queer best friend, female friendship, women in comedy, Chicago stand-up, Olyvia Dibsie
Chapters:
0:00 Lesbians Will Survive the End Times
0:36 Intro + Evil Boyfriends Don't Deserve to Go to Europe
3:11 Roses & Thorns
5:30 Thorns: Doom Scrolling, Lesbians Will Survive & the Steak 'n Shake Incident
14:43 Bud: Comedy Goals & New York
15:24 What Are You Starting a Cult For? (Flowers for Everyone)
19:13 What Are You Starting a Cult For? (I'm Writing a TV Show)
25:31 Forgive Me, But: Medication = Mario Kart
29:27 Forgive Me, But: Pink Whitney & Dating Athletes
32:52 Studying the Straight Experience
34:50 Confessional
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
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"My High School Boyfriend Tells All" with Matthew | Cross My Heart Episode 6
My most requested guest is finally here. Matthew is my best friend, my high school “beard”, my roommate, and the man who knew I was gay before I did! Watch us yap on our living room couch sort of like we do …
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My most requested guest is finally here. Matthew is my best friend, my high school “beard”, my roommate, and the man who knew I was gay before I did! Watch us yap on our living room couch sort of like we do every day : )
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch, hannah beck gay best friend
0:00 — Teaser
0:30 — Meet Matthew
0:51 — Hannah is hungover
1:26 — Drunk college stories
4:37 — Karaoke & Matthew's Voice Lessons
8:05 — Roses & Thorns
11:20 — Reddit & Health Anxiety
12:34 — Thorns of the Week
14:17 — Line Dancing
15:15 — Prom Memories
16:22 — Starting a Cult: Trying Things You're Bad At
17:31 — How I Started Stand-Up Comedy
18:40 — Bombing in Springfield
20:21 — Bombing in Chicago
22:26 — Starting a Cult: Thursday Nights Out
23:17 — The 45-Minute Thursday Date
24:26 — Why I Yap Through Movies
25:35 — Starting a Cult: Reflecting on Media You Consume
28:23 — How We Met: Queer Kids Finding Each Other
30:26 — My Last Ditch Effort at Finding a Man
32:41 — Sneaking Around in High School
35:19 — Getting Doxed on TikTok
38:17 — Confessional: What You Used to Believe
39:47 — Glaring Signs You Were Gay
41:52 — The DoorDash Sex Candle
43:45 — Matthew's Personal EGOT Goals
47:06 — Goodbye & Thank You
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
“My College Roommate Turned Me Gay” with Avery | Cross My Heart Episode 5
My college roommate Avery is on the pod! We talk about how she basically turned me gay, our wattpad fan fiction eras, seeing God on an edible, getting sketchy tattoos in New Orleans, hiding Aldi wine in Hydro …
Show notes
My college roommate Avery is on the pod! We talk about how she basically turned me gay, our wattpad fan fiction eras, seeing God on an edible, getting sketchy tattoos in New Orleans, hiding Aldi wine in Hydro Flasks, and why our big gay friend group is basically a commune. Plus: manifesting with Brad, decoy journals, and why you should put your phone down.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch
0:00 How We Met
0:50 Voting
1:23 Our Radicalization Journeys
2:20 Growing Up Conservative
3:06 Fan Fiction Era
5:18 Who Turned Hannah Gay?
5:59 The Gift of Prophecy
7:19 Manifesting & Tapping
13:59 Gay Awakenings
20:11 What Are You Starting a Cult For?
27:04 Forgive Me, But: Friend Riders
27:57 Forgive Me, But: Put Your Phone Down
29:49 Confessional
33:14 That Time We Saw God
38:21 Avery meeting my Parents
40:12 Matching Tattoos
48:26 What's Next for Avery
49:09 Goals & Parting Wisdom
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
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Answering your "Daddy God" Questions | Cross My Heart Episode 4 (solo episode)
In this solo Q&A episode, I'm answering ALL your questions about my Dear Daddy God diary series! From "why did you say Daddy God?" to "where is Chloe now?" fair warning: I took an edible before filming …
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In this solo Q&A episode, I'm answering ALL your questions about my Dear Daddy God diary series! From "why did you say Daddy God?" to "where is Chloe now?"
fair warning: I took an edible before filming this, so buckle up for some rambling about fidget toys, bicep curls, and the prohibition movement.
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch
0:00 - Questions Answered Today
0:45 - Welcome to the Episode
1:51 - Fidget Toy Review (I Took an Edible)
4:32 - Why Did You Say "Daddy God"?
6:34 - Where Is Chloe Now?
8:20 - The Jason/Matthew Arc
9:58 - Is Chloe With a Woman Now?
10:07 - Are You Still Religious?
11:53 - Did You Lose Friendships After Deconstructing?
13:23 - The Apostolic Christian Church Explained
14:16 - Boys = Men
17:37 - Craziest Church / Cult Story?
29:07 - I Joined the Prohibition Movement
31:10 - Do You Still Talk to Your Parents?
31:59 - Are you the tube top girl?
33:25 - Future Plans: TV Show, Book, Live Comedy
35:48 - Where to See Me Do Standup
35:44 - What's your dating life like?
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"My Kiss Count is Astronomical" with Sam Rocha" | Cross My Heart Episode 3
Join Hannah Beck and guest Sam Rocha (@samhandleyrocha) for a hilarious and heartfelt conversation about religion, queerness, and freaking out at the airport.CHAPTERS:0:00 - INTRO0:28 - Welcome & Roses and …
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Join Hannah Beck and guest Sam Rocha (@samhandleyrocha) for a hilarious and heartfelt conversation about religion, queerness, and freaking out at the airport.
CHAPTERS:
0:00 - INTRO
0:28 - Welcome & Roses and Thorns
4:44 - First Communion
10:49 - Sam and the Lion King
13:55 - Playing Games
18:08 - Karaoke / Amazing Grace
21:36 - Hannah's Daddy God Diaries
23:32 - Sam's Gender as it Relates to Golf
25:35 - Queer Role Models
30:55 - Starting a Cult: Eurythmics & Hillary Duff
35:25 - Ozempic
37:27 - Sam's Airport Series & TSA Stories
43:09 - The JFK Conspiracy
44:03 - Where to Find Sam
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Follow Sam Rocha:
Instagram & TikTok: @samhandleyrocha
#CrossMyHeartPodcast #HannahBeck #SamRocha #ReligiousTrauma #StandupComedy #ViralComedian #LGBTQPodcast #ExVangelical #ChicagoComedy #podcastclips
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"Daddy God and Dog Beds" with Claire Sundbye | Cross My Heart Episode 2
Hannah Beck sits down with viral comedian Claire Sundbye (@lilshrimpsnack) for the most unhinged episode yet.Hannah and Claire bond over religious trauma, leaving high-control religion, and setting boundaries …
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Hannah Beck sits down with viral comedian Claire Sundbye (@lilshrimpsnack) for the most unhinged episode yet.
Hannah and Claire bond over religious trauma, leaving high-control religion, and setting boundaries with toxic parents.
FOLLOW HANNAH: @hannahbeckcomedy
New episodes of Cross My Heart every week!
#CrossMyHeartPodcast #HannahBeck #ClaireSundbye #ReligiousTrauma #StandupComedy #ViralComedian #LGBTQPodcast #ExVangelical #DogBedGirl #ChicagoComedy #podcastclips #FirstDateHorrorStories
0:00 - Teaser: Dog Bed Girl
0:33 - Meet Claire Sundbye
1:30 - Westboro Baptist Church
2:39 - Going Viral
5:21 - Content Creators in Standup
6:04 - Roses & Thorns
9:34 - Worst First Date
12:02 - Unanswered Messages
13:54 - Starting a Cult For
16:34 - Forgive Me, But
20:43 - Anxiety & Screens
25:20 - Freedom After Religion
32:04 - Confessional
40:24 - Where to Find Claire
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Claire Sundbye, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, dog bed girl, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Westboro Baptist Church, Midwest LGBTQ, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, lesbian dating, first date horror stories, Cheesecake Factory, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, Christian deconstruction, LGBTQ stories, queer podcast, Caleb Hearon, Caleb Hearon fans, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski ReportCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
"Beef Women" with Rogue Schmidt | Cross My Heart Episode 1
Chicago stand-up comedian and social media personality Hannah Beck launches her new podcast Cross My Heart in this hilarious and heartfelt debut episode. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy …
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Chicago stand-up comedian and social media personality Hannah Beck launches her new podcast Cross My Heart in this hilarious and heartfelt debut episode.
Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.
Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch
Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤
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