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"My Pastor Husband Abused Me"

November 12, 2026 · 1 h 15 min

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What if the most damaging abuse leaves no visible marks?

No bruises. No physical scars. Just a growing sense that you can no longer trust yourself.

In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Anna, a survivor of coercive control who struggled to recognize her own experience as abuse.

This conversation goes beyond the traditional understanding of abusive relationships. It explores how psychological manipulation can slowly destroy a person's confidence, distort their sense of reality, and make them question whether they are the problem.

Anna shares what it was like to stay silent in a society that often avoids conversations about what happens behind closed doors, and what changed when she finally spoke publicly, reaching 152,000 people.

Together, they explore the hidden patterns of coercive control, the psychological impact of emotional abuse, and the difficult journey from self-doubt to recognizing the truth.

This episode is about silence, survival, and the moment someone stops questioning themselves and begins reclaiming their voice.

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