My Husband Raped Me
Show notes
Leaving an abusive relationship is rarely as simple as walking away. Sometimes the forces keeping someone trapped aren't fear alone—they're love, loyalty, children, and the hope of protecting the family they never had.
In this episode of The Shadow Sessions, Hiba Balfaqih speaks with Kathleen, whose former husband was convicted in 2024 of rape and coercive control. After years of abuse, Kathleen waived her legal right to anonymity so that he could be publicly identified, choosing to tell her story in her own words.
This conversation explores the psychology of coercive control and why survivors often remain in abusive relationships despite the harm they endure. It examines how childhood experiences, attachment, and deeply held values can be manipulated by an abusive partner, turning love and commitment into mechanisms of control.
Rather than asking, "Why didn't she leave?" this episode asks a different question: "What made leaving so difficult?" Hiba and Kathleen unpack the hidden dynamics of psychological abuse, trauma bonding, and the lasting impact of living under coercive control.
This episode is about understanding, accountability, and recognizing that abuse is not defined only by physical violence—but by the systematic erosion of autonomy, safety, and identity.